can i have a reason to doubt it?

Thursday, December 3, 2009

See that balloon flower?

I made them myself. They look great uhh.. (not me. the ballooooooon!)

Hahahahas, have been doing them tis few days and find them super cute and pretty!

They can even replaced real flower. They look real sweet. Hahahahas. l wud want my boyf to make roses out for instead of buying which might not be veh sincere. (l mean, for me.)

Last meeting wif pastore flora on tuesday, the whole 3 hour we have been doing all this ballooooooooons sculpture. And l'm lovin it(:

Quite suprise tht l cud make ballooooooons flowers. Always thought l had butter fingers, clumsy fingers that cud not even do anything. But l realised no. If l reali work hard for it. Even if results is not whad l wanted yet l still learnt many stuffs.

Anyways, maybe l'll start be blog shop selling all those handmade thing l do?

SUPPORT ME(:

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

Haha l can say today was quite a gd day. Morning shuting text-ed me ask me whether want go play pool. Then l say okay barhhx.
Quickly get dressed up. Then go down take cab to safra meet them. Today play pool have Ben korkor, Ariff korkor,Cat, kaizi,willy,JunYuan korkor,Willy Korkor and Adnan.
hahas den Kaizi pay that is why so many ppl go. Hahh but l not becus gt free pool den go play luhh.. l even offerred to pay some.. is kaizi dont wan derr.. hahhs den play pool tad tym ben say wan bring his fren.. dk wht name uhh.. Hahahs
Then me n willy accompany him. Then ermmms when we come back suddenly they quarrell. Then we like wth? Quarrell again?? Then is all becus of stupid adnan say all those rubbish to irritate firdaus korkor-.-
There goes the wonderful day.. l tot... Then later on they okay again.. is like "hello, your just had a quarrell?" Well nevermind luhs, frens is always better then enemy right?
Anw, ltr on go eat at ishi mura cos willy korkor always wanted to eat at thr. Hahas then after tad go to ps flora house late. den kenna lecture by her. Nvm. Then we spent the whole 3 hours doing balloon sculpture. When l strt doing it we were like putting the balloon away frm us then when we do till long long liao den we like , lol no problem luhs.. den very rare th balloon burst. hahas
Anw then after the whole 3hr balloon sculpture, ting and l go find willy and firdaus korkor at causeway andden we slack thr. Actually quite fun. Then bought KFC and ate at YMCA the Resident Corner thr. Then after eating.. Practice our balloon scupture again cos Ps Flora gave us some to practice.
Haha :D
Then firdaus korkor scared like the balloon going to eat him up. Willy korkor okay okay luhs. Then willy korkor play the song 小心愿. Hahas. That song nice man!
haha maybe going to put it up as my blog song(: Then we kip singing tat song.
Hahas then shuting say wan go home. Firdaus sent her home. While willy sent me.
Hahas. liddat no gals go home alone marhhx (:
Okay l tink tat is all for today:)

Sunday, November 29, 2009

Ytd went out wit willy korkor n pauline jiejie to katong there a karaoke. LOL. 8pm to 10pm. Then hor.. no bus take home-.- wahh.. l suay lorhhs! hahs den willy korkor say send me till bedok interchange.. den we took bust 36 to bedok interchange. LOL. slept in tad slow poke bus. Move like a tortoise -.- den hor sit till my ass numb worr! Hahas den willy korkor send me till the bus stop 854. den he nid to take his own bus home.. cos..if he dont hurry up.. he have no more bus to take home..

Hahas.

Then ermmms reach home comfirm kenna nag by my mama. l quiet norhh..cos l wrong mahhs. l 12 plus liddat reachh home.. l know very wrong hahas. so l let my mama nag till she shuang norhhs.. l dont wan say anitin. l wrong still tok bac mehhs? hahas.

LOL den ytd sleep like bt 1pm?? Then today morning missed church. Oh my.. Then shu ting reminded me haf dance prac.. den oyah!! den lol... quickly bath norhhh den rushed down 4 dance practice. Haha ting ask me if l can accompany her go find work at bishan. LOL. then rmb ytd willy korkor say if shu ting wan find work ask him go too.. den l msg willy korkor wan go not. Den ben korkor called.. LOL.

he say wan find me. den l say alright norhhs. go church wif me luhs.

He say anitin cos he damm sian.. hahaha. LOL :D andden 12.45pm met him at yishun mrt. LOL. den alot ppl looking at me.. l have no idea why. hahas. andden ermmms.. when ben korkor n l reach church joshua told me tat today they r taking a break as many ppl dint come. l was tinking "lol? hais.. josh u must take hold of ur lambs orelse they will running elsewhr and nvr know whr they are.." anw josh ask ben for help cos ben korkor is quite strong.. err andden ben korkor is comin for church camp! wahahahahas.

Hmmm den today after church eat at subway waiting for willy korkor. He nid sometime to come down yishun as he stays at redhil(:

LOL. then when he reach we go down bishan. Go accompany ting to ask work. LOL. den willy korkor say he hungry den go eat subway agn. Then ben korkor say he nid go home. den l say l also wan go cos to make a chance for willy korkor to have a time of alone tgt.. den when walk till halfway rmb tt my mama say she will come down find me. den go bac lorhh

Willy korkor shock tio say why l come bac.. den l say my mama will come down.. den ting say " oya hor, ur mama wan come down ley." den l was tinking " yahh lahh orelse l wud leave nw n ahem.. thr might b a new couple leyy?? haha..."anw slack wit ting n willy korkor. at arcade den ask ting wan go play pool cos slacking like damm sian nehhs. Then she is like.. ermmms donno leyy.. den l say wad she wan do.. den l sian diao-.- den l suggest we go home lahhs cos nth to do. LOL. den they say wan play pool den suddenly ting say donwan play pool. den l wahlau.. so wan play or don wan play derr? l dulan siahh.. LOL. den suan liao ting say wan slack den cos willy korkor ahem* her marhhhx.. den she say wad is wad lorhhs.. den hor.. slack at thr lorhhs.. we spent almost 2hrs doing nth..

Oyahh anw l bought a white colour carebear.. it is special edition hor..

NICE HOR??? MY FAVOURITE COLOUR WHITE NEHH!

Friday, November 27, 2009

MY NEW BLOG..

l tot that once we brk up nth will happen amongst us anymore. Goshh, just quarrelled at th start of tis week and it was an hurtful one.

l sorry that right at the moment still cant forgive you. But l know one day l will. Memories still coming bac and l'm realy lost.

Can l tell you l hated you and loved you at th same time? I wanna moved on kay??

Stop text-ing me and l'll live my life happily..l realy do hope l can say all this words to you but l just can't say those word out my mouth or even type tis as a message to send to u. Can l say tat l wanna live a life without you? l'm seriosly lost...

You said l played guys feeling..go ahead say wadeva you wan.. l know l dint can already. You still dont understand why l ignored you. You dont understand why l lost my anger and cried too. You dont understand.. l tot u damm smart one..

You wanna ur gf observe and wadeva fuckshit. I dint know malay's head cnt be touch. Apologised for tat but you shld have told me when we just stead or when l did that to you. You could have told me tat " hey it is wrong to touch a malay's head" l will stop alright?

You said l like willy? oh yea?? wat is so wrong wit a korkor holding meimei's hand eh? l feel like wacking ur asshole for tis. tad means l hold ben korkor and junyuan korkor hands mean l loved them eh? Anw, l treat willy as my gankorkor onli. He has nth to do wit tis.

l'm nt sure l loved you or hated you. Can l just have a gd screammm-ed at your face? You say you still love me. Can l have a reason to doubt it? When you so not trust your own gf.

Can l eva nt see you agn? But for the sake of all my gankors..l still have to faced you. How l wish l can just disappear when l see u. You make me rmb wad u did to me. that day at pb how you say l played guys feeling and ur look when u said tad makes me hate you even more. By right l shld have given junyuan a chance but it was ALSO YOU! l rejected junyuan korkor. COS I'M NOT LIKE YOU SAID..PLAY GUYS FEELING. I KNOW I HAVE NO FEEL FOR JUNYUAN. I'VE NVR PLAYED GUYS FEELING..

l just so lost right now. l dont feel like see-ing you and everything that has related you. COS I WANNA YOU GET OUT OF MY LIFE.

I CANNOT FORGIVE HOW YOU HURT ME WITH UR WORDS AND UR HURTING LOOK.

You said that you wont let a gal off so easily if u love the gal.. are u sure? Can l have a reason to doubt of everything you say?? CAN I?

CAN I HAVE REASON TO DOUBT IT.. CAN I??